Perfectionist

I got many clothes to sell off,there are some second hand clothing but mostly they’re never worn before because i always buy clothes that i’ve fallen in love at the first sight then after i got home i only realized that i don’t really like them.Or maybe never.So...

They never had a chance to expose themselves,been hiding in the closet for years.Lol...what to do?Okay,I tried to post them at Lowyat forum,there is a lot of people selling their second hand items there...Guess what?its work!!a lot of people ask me about the price and how to get it,etc...but i was lazy to capture the clothes and post it in the forum...So eventually i gave up!And most of my clothes is still hanging in the closet...

Its been a long time i didn't go for shopping *double sigh*
When it comes to clothes,its not just ordinary tops,bottoms,dresses,shoes and bags!!!There’s too many different types and designs which you couldn’t afford to have it all!Even if you could,you couldn’t afford to wear it all....I am trying to stop it,what i mean is stop wasting my money on those useless items!!Because i’m growing up =) i see things differently;started thinking out of the box...My drawings for my future gets wider and i make plans.What is the plan?I wish to open my own shop in future,walalala...a fashion shop!!!sell all kind of clothes!!!clothes,clothes and clothes...

Softly

Life

I wish to travel to a lot of country in this years...but something had changed...i wonder should i go to japan in this coming December?Loh Wei Cheng,which is my NS buddy,staying in Japan currently...He is the one who make me feeling to go there...he show me some pictures of his life there,and tell me all his story which happened in Japan...and he promise me to provide place for me to sleep when i am there...but bro,i still need some time to consider about it...
A lot of things happened these days,all my friends live happily with their life now,but me?I am still the same,staying far away from my family and facing a lot of problems everyday,I hope there's someone for me to talk to...I still remember that someone had told me this "people will forget what u said,people will forget what u did,but people will never forget how u make them feel" yea,its true!!!I will never forget how the fucker make me feel...do you know that,It's a freaking felony to see others private document!!!and keep telling everyone that he is the smartest one!!!!!WTF,seeing this is unbearable for me,i wish to zam him 18 lok!!!But what to do?what i gotta do is face the truth and accept the fact,the fact that he is a pokai!!!!arrrrr,I cannot give up no matter how tough i get T.T
bless me please....

stop

I look into the mirror, and what do I see?I saw a girl staring back at me,she cant even look herself in the eyes,tears well up...
I couldn't take the world anymore,that's what I thought when I locked the door,the girl in the mirror, isn't me,at least not what I used to be...
the smile I used to wear, gone unnoticed, and disappeared...I wonder when they will come back to me...and the fears of the future are all in my head now,I'm trying to live in the present and refuse to mope...but i hate,i hate those fucker who think they're the smartest one,fuck you man...