age is no barrier

Know what?I absolutely HATE my horrible, ugly smile and its significantly lowers my self-esteem.I want braces so bad to make my smile perfect!!!But hey,am i "too old" to get braces?I'm turning 21 in about seven months!!!!what do you think?twenty year OLD WOMAN in braces?hahaha,I cant picture myself with braces...

three types of braces,from left,ceramic braces,traditional metal braces and invisible braces

ceramic braces



traditional metal braces

invisible braces

I will going for braces soon,hopes everything will be okie and i hope it wont hurts me =)

Hair ah hair

What should i do with my hair?my cousin's wedding is coming soon and i've no idea with my hair! Big sigh.I need some hairstyles for my hair!!!!

wasted my money again!!!

Even times are tough but that doesn't stop me from spending my money on some dumb-ass shit!!!!!!I went to shopping on last sunday,and i cant believe i've spent more than rm300 within one hour...Felt anxious about it as i've promise myself i wont simply waste my money anymore. I'm staying outside now and I need to pay for e.g Car, House, Bills, food and the occasional night out by myself!!Its not that easy.
Guess what?i headed down to sunway today(tuesday),and i've spend another rm150 on a dress.
OMG.Should i feel guilty and regret now?
urghh,I'm tooo lazy to type more random shit so i'll get back later...tomorrow possible or i dunno when but some other day.

Our friendship would never end.

I know ivy is going to kick my butt when she saw this,but i'll still post this out.Hahaha...
Time flies without our noticed,i still remember that we used to hang out together everyday,went for shopping,went for a movie,went for exercise,went for Cheong k ( twice a week) etc etc!!!Those precious memories is linger in my mind now.=)


I get this from ivy blog (Click to enlarge the picture)













Long ivy,i caught u.U're sleeping instead of playing mahjong with us until morning!!!
Only Me,san san,eric,edwin,and jeff okay!!!!hahaha.I cant believe that my name keep appear when i scroll down the page,it was like,wow,this is what we called as friend.We did had a crazy time!!!!=) I always put a smile on my face when i think about you guys.We laugh at things that no one think is funny.We make weird faces and yell at everywhere.We say things that people would hide.Still remember those motto that we used to stop ivy?hahaha,I LOVE You Guys so damn much!!!!!!

another day =(

My life’s now a mess!!!!I’ll try to get up as I always had but my legs are now weak, it makes me mad.I am super duper depressed right now.My mentally is strong, but emotionally weak.What should i do.I try so hard to crack those thing outta my head but end up,nothing ever changes.I am silly, I thought everything will be just fine but I'm so Wrong,I hated,I hated,I hated.Now after this, you guys will probably see me as a freak.I am not whining or whatsoever. I just think I should post something personal in the blog once in a while. It is more like a letter to myself.
I hated myself,I hated subang,I hated lied.I hated everything that makes me feel discouraged.Yes, I am a compulsive liar. I lied. It's not a habit, it's a freaking problem.Sorry for being a liar,especially for my beloved grandma and dad.If u were my closed friends,u'll know about it.But I am here to tell u guys that i will never ever talk about this anymore,am no revealing!!!!Its my own secret and I'm still struggling.How to survive you tell me how to survive with this situation. Urghh!I wish i could turn back the time.But i don't believe in miracles at this fucking moment.I am gradually lost my self-confidence.Please come back to me,i beg u.i beg u.i beg u.

what a bad day

Oh god,I’m dead tired.And I’m having a pulsating headache.diu diu diu diu diu!!!!( Means Fuck many times in Cantonese )
Sorry for being this rude,I'm trying another way to calm down.Such a bad day for me,Mistakes mistakes mistakes.Careless mistakes.Anxiety is taking over me now,I really need to be more careful when I work tomorrow. For your information,I work as a Acer engineer now.Guess what?I'm the only girl who repair for the both netbook and notebook in my office.All the others colleague was male.Frankly tell you guys that I'm not interest at all at this moment!!!!!!!!!!!!I did try my best to control my emotions today but in the end,things getting worse."Koey Lim,you can do it.Its time to prove to those bitchy ass which look down on you that they are so WRONG!!!!"I won't surrender easily!!!!
Showing you guys some pictures!!

Acer aspire 4935,the most common notebook in Highpoint services Network Sdn Bhd

Lower case

Ram

Motherboard which i hated the most

Lcd and bracket

Thermal module

There are still some others little part like battery,keyboard,speaker,touchpad,DVD,hardisk,media board,usb board...
Tsk Tsk,This is what i gotta face everyday =S Poor me
I am a Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 10 months anniversary

Baby,Happy 10 months anniversary!!!hehehe,its not really long,we can do much better right?
I am thinking back to when we met... you know what,I love everything about us,from dancing, to fighting with each other...Whenever I'm with you, I have so much fun.
Thanks for accepting me for who I am,I can relax and just be me when I'm with you,even when my quirks come out,you will let me be.=)
There's nothing that I can't tell you.I Love U <3



while u're dota-ing...



Omg,Its 1am now,I bet u're sleeping like a pig now,
I'm tired,i guess i have to sleep.good night,muackk

Good night

A day is going to end again.Its nice to have a friend like you
"Night is longer than day for those who DREAM & day is longer
than night for those who make their DREAMS come true"
I'll remember this =D
Good night everyone and sweet dreams

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Dont blame me,pls

Felt extremely guilty now,sorry!!!!!!I hope u guys wont blame me for what I've done.
I bet u guys will never understand my feeling right now...
SORRY
Its so hard to let go,I am still stubbornly to show the real me...


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Miss my long hair

Short

Long

Do i look better in long or short? I am liking the recent look but I'm missing long hair.So dilemma!!! And yea,someone ALWAYS told me that i got a "ngou mor wong eh bei"!!!!



Quite similar right?haha...



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9.April.2010

I finally made myself back to blogger world,do you guys notice that i blog quite often lately? Some people blog to recall their feeling for certain thing but some will prefer to hide everything and just share with close friends about it. And me,I am here to writing out my feeling and something that I really want myself to remember...
oh yea,i am Dilemma...I miss my long hair!!I've cut my hair on last saturday and It was kinda a last minute decision for me.Feeling regret now, I feel more like a woman, and happier with myself, when my hair is long.Miss those days...
will post up the picture soon,

stay tune


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Hantu sudah mali

Hahaha,i Can't stop laughing when I saw this,it really doesn't make sense.
The teacher wrote"Hantu itu gembira juga keh?Jumpa Cikgu!!!"...Damn Funny =D hahaha

W.O.R.K

Hey guys,have you lost the love and passion for your job???
I've lost my passion for work lately.I used to be so passionate about my job, its fun and challenging...But now i think i am stuck in a boring work that isolates me from the world,from the family,and from the one i love.
facing a lot of problems everyday!!!!I'm tired. Not physically, I get enough sleep. But mentally, or spiritually.And i dunno how to get over it, I'm tired!!!!!!!!
Damn it,why being mentally tired is worse than physical tiredness?And how to avoid sleepy during work hours?know what,I went to toilet regularly and try to calm myself down,but then its still the same!!!Nothing changes!!!SHIT


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shit happens

Ow,the internet connection in my room was pretty sucky,although it has been fixed but its still the same...And know what,I’m having bad sore throat now,this is so frustrating.And its such a bitch,just so unpredictable.
Maybe i eat a lot of fast food these days,Mcd for my lunch and KFC for dinner,Its ok for one day,but its for almost one week!!!LOL
I've told myself no more spicy food,no more oily food,fried food,etc...and I am trying very hard and my best to control myself.
BUT,I failed damn badly.I ate 4 fried spicy chicken for my dinner yesterday!!!Ugh whatever la,eat then eat la,die then die la...so what i gotta do is just accept the fact now =(

IAMVERYFUCKINGMOODYNOW.

I lost passion to go to work,My friend always reminds me "Koey,do not let your emotions and feelings take over and control what you do,You’ll come through this,just take it as an experience in life." Yea, i know,but hey I'm a human!!I just can't help it...I genuinely misses you lots.